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am i the only one that wants a some what abusive guy? [pauses to give you time to throw some insults my way if youre that type of person] okay... you can shut the fuck up now... like i was saying, theres alot of niggas out there that say they'll never put their hands on a female. i mean, i aint mad... shydd, power to ya. im just sayin, what happened to all the niggas that aint afraid to smack a bitch down? ... i want one of those. you know, one of them fine ass rough necks that aint afraid to choke me up and be like "i said go fix me breakfast." followed by a slight eye twitch... even if it is lunch time. that nigga that'll make me fall out with my friends because im comin around with black eyes #nshit. got them tryin to jump him and shit. smfh. but dont get me wrong, the aggressiveness aint no one way street. he'll be walkin round with a fat ass bottom lip or something. yuppp, thats my dream nigga tho... he gotta be fineAF tho. i just aint bout to get beat up by no basic faced nigga. and i aint just about to let any nigga hit me. there's gotta be some type of love in it. cause you better believe if it aint no love in it and he pull some crazy shit i will stab him in his sleep. [off topic, i think ima go on nigga rehab for a while: refraining from using the N word.] but yeah, anyways, it aint like im tryin to be ICU'd or no shit like that even tho some abusive relationships lead to death. im sayin tho, he can just leave a bruise or two or three or four on my light skinned ass and have me lyin #nshit talkin bout i fell or some other bullshit lies. im tryna get that bomb make up sex too. nigga be tryna dick me down and he gotta stop every so often cause my body already be all sore from the beat down he dished out a few hours earlier.... but yeah... i can go on and on but im gettin tired of typin so ima go ahead and end this madness. bye :)